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Its been months now..hmm things are getting better..I do miss you everyday..most of the time I wake up hoping that I've gotten a message from you like those days..most days I come back from college and hope that you're around to ask me how my day went and I'll just bitch away..well baby those are just memories..and I'll always cherish them..

I am so happy and grateful that I have wonderful friends who are always by my side..a very big part of me wants to just keep everything we had aside and just pretend that nothing has happened or maybe take it as some old nightmare..but at the same time..I am so worried that I'll never be able to remember you..every night I go to sleep looking at our pictures..hoping that I'll dream about us..secretly wishing that your face will never be a stranger to me..I am so afraid that I might not be able to remember us after sometime..Baby its almost like I feel guilty for moving on..your ring still stays on my finger..its something that I doubt will come off...you'll always be mine and vice versa..

I'll always love you no matter what...XOXOXO

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